Josie's Story...
When I came to the Sheepfold I came for safety reasons. I had been in a domestic violence relationship for 5 ½ years. I was broken inside and my heart was cold and numb towards feeling anything. I didn't want anything to do with God because I had been holding on to my pain for so long that it became a comfort blanket for me.
I met my daughter's father and we had a beautiful little girl, but I didn't know how to be a mother. So instead I got heavily into drugs in order to block out the shame I felt for not being a good mother. I was so lost in my hurt, guilt and shame that I was drowning in regret and sin.
Today, I'm humbled and thankful to God for all that He has done and continues to do in me and my children's lives. God has restored my family, my health, my mind and my soul. My God is a promise keeper, there is nothing that I can compare to His love. He has brought me from darkness and saved me from hell.
I know I'm not even close to where God wants me to be, but I'm on my way. I'm free and I have peace and joy. God loved me when I didn't love myself, he placed me here in the Sheepfold with Godly women, who showed me what Christ's love really looks like. I no longer have to live in shame and guilt. God has shown me to be worthy in his eyes regardless of the circumstances. I know that God is in control, so now I can let go.
- Josie, Sheepfold Mom